Rundownverses

Today I had some bath salts
that sent my mind to space
and now I have the munchies
and a craving for some face
I will not need to cook it
I’ll eat it on the bone
it adds to the flavor
when I hear my food moan
the only question that I have
is just who I should eat
should I go caucasion
or for some dark meat
no I think what I will have
tonight is some chinese
so I’m off to China Town
damn..where did I put my keys
oh wait I know what I will do
I’ll order some take out
and when my foods delivered
well..you may just hear a shout…..

On the day we first me
I never thought I would regret
letting you into my life
not knowing that you held a knife
sharp but not made of steel
it can’t be seen but it is real
it’s made of words and forged in hate
I learned this fact a bit to late
as your knife cut through my heart
and slowly tore it apart

Another night
spent alone
sitting beside
a silent phone
wishing that
it would ring
and for the love
that ring could bring
but it’s silent
and will always be
until the day
I can love me
and then let
others in
instead of dreaming
of what could have been

A Soldier’s Daughter

I think my quest is endless
as it seems I’ll never find
a love who’ll never hurt my heart
or mess with my mind
a love who will accept me
for the person that I am
instead of trying to change
me anyway they can
until I become someone
I do not recognize
a stranger in the mirror
who I despise

Why must I be pet sitting
in a house with NO a/c
I’m lying in the darkness
as sweat pours off of me
I suppose it doesn’t help that I
have a laptop on my chest
perhaps turning it off
would be for the best
since it is rather hot
even with it’s fan
but I am so bored now
it’s the only thing I can
do right now…..

I’m looking for someone who
will accept me as I am
even though I have my secrets
I still am just a man
who wants someone to love him
and so I will promise
our life together
will be filled with bliss

since…


I will never lie to you
well..perhaps that is a lie
I will never hurt you
though I may make you cry
I’ll never do anything
that you don’t want me to
except for all the little things
you hate that I do
but one thing I can promise
with fingers crossed of course
is that if you marry me
we never will divorce
because one thing I believe in
is till death do us part
so our love will only end
with a knife through your heart

Just ask my first two wives…though you may need a medium to contact them..

If I asked you to marry me
I knew what you would say
so I kept my silence
and simply went away
but now many years have passed
and I start to wonder why
I never asked the question
and let my heart die
a quick and painful death
cut deep by your no
instead of this long suffering
wondering what I’ll never know
which is…would you have said yes?

Why did you choose to love me
then choose to let me go
why did you have to be the greatest
love I’ll ever know
Why did you have to use my heart
as a drug to heal yours
is there still a chance for me
to find a love that cures
the damage that you left behind
when you said goodbye
or is the damage terminal
and my heart is meant to die
a slow..lonely death

Everything I need
Everything I’ll ever want
I have found in you

But the sad thing is
everything you want and need
You found somewhere else

And the one you’ve found
will never love you the way
that you pray they will

Leaving us alone
painfully in love with one
who’ll never love us

Good Night Tumblrs.  I must work in the morning so off to bed I go.  Any single woman between the ages of 30-50 in New Jersey want to come tuck me in and tell me a bed time story…or better yet…help me create one that will go one forever?  No…didn’t think so…oh well…lol ( I crack myself up)

Have a Great Night All!!

P.S.   Why does the spell checker in Tumblr not recognize Tumblr as a word?   Didn’t anyone there stop and think that maybe, just maybe people on this site would use the name in their posts on occasion?   Makes me wonder….

Tell me what to say
so that I may win your heart
and I will say it

Tell me what to do
so that I may prove my love
and I will do it

Or tell me to go
and I’ll leave here forever
it’s all up to you

For my life is yours

Do you think elves are real
and fairies fly at night
and beneath most every bridge
a troll hides out of sight
ready to kill anyone
who cannot pay his toll
except perhaps a Billy goat
which trolls cannot control
and do you know the name to speak
should you need to weave gold
out of only simple straw
due to the lies you told
or have you said goodbye to all
the wonder you once had
if you did I’d like to say
that makes me feel sad
but then…we all must grow up
someday……..

I was once a dreamer
but all dreams must end
I was once an optimist
and you were once my friend
but now I no longer dream
and my optimism’s gone
because our friendships over
though life goes sadly on